oh what to do, what to do...

Today has been a wicked day for me and my mind..

My dream last night kept playing over and over again the entire day..well at least until about an hour or so ago..then I started thinking about something that I most definitely should not have been thinking about..

The dream was about her..yes I know..bad idea..but it wasn't my fault..she's been haunting me lately..
It's really really complicated..Like really..
A what-if scenario..One that, if it were to happen, I have no idea how I'd actually face it..I mean it'd be great..but at the same time it could just make things even crazier than they are now..

Some time ago I began to think..Upon discovering something that I had no idea about, I realized that the possibility of the past returning was very much there..At least I think so..I'm not entirely sure..I mean there's a ton of stuff that would need to be sorted out..But think of the possibilities..I mean aside from the most recent 'her', I don't think anybody ever did to me what she did..BUT..that's not gonna happen..at least I doubt it will..I guess I'll have to take Kevin up on his challenge and see for myself..

So...XLibris...I'm pretty sure I mentioned them a couple months ago...Well, here's a refresher just in case..They're a publishing company that helps people self-publish their books..ANYWHO..they've been calling me a lot lately...either they really really want my money, or they really really liked the half of my Manuscript that I sent them...So now i'm trying to hurry and finish my Manuscript so I can get it to them and get it made and hopefully sell it and be rich yay! We will see how that goes..(If I get published and sell well I'm totally dropping out of college and never ever looking back..not really..I still wanna teach, regardless of what happens with my book(s))

Ummmm...So yeah and umm..that too..coolies..

,Mazzus Keesaji